ChemChemChem. AmathAmathAmath. okay 2 more days. just 2 more days. 2 days didn't seem that long before!! How can time fly and crawl at the same time. someone enlighten me. It can fly when i wish i had more time to study so that i won't fail everything miserably but when i can't wait for wednesday to come, i feel like it's forever. it can crawl terribly, excruciatingly slowly when you just pray for this torture to be over. when you so desparately lust for freedom.
I want everything to be over now. it's final years and i'm losing the motivation to study. Aren't i supposed to be more driven?? what is this. why am i not studying.
maybe i should go to some temple deserted on the mountain top in india. to meditate. so that i'll regain the focus and energy to absorb things again. can i turn into a microvilli now?? nah rejuvenating seems more feasible. okay i'm gonna reflect about my life...be satisfied with everything...throw my bright and glowing future away to be a nun. yes that sounds like a wonderful idea. okay we've to weigh the pros and cons. if i become a microvilli, it will increase surface area to volume ratio for me to absorb more things right. so i'll do better for exams. (anything will be better than the current state i'm in) but if i go to deserted-mountain-top-temple, i'll leave my glorious past behind to be attain peace and not worry about anything at all. maybe then, i'll really reach nirvana. however, that'll be an act of irresponsibility. therefore, i've come to the conclusion that i will turn into a microvilli.
okay i shall start on qualitative analysis now. every post is ending the same way. this should just be a template: " I shall study.../I shall start on..."
Labels: "happy" days
got me singing like, nananana everyday, 6:17 PM.
